the first

I have been thinking of starting a blog for a while now, but just never got around to doing so. Most of my blogging has been done on myspace and for some reason I am getting tired of that. I have had the issue of whether to make my blogs private or public and usually end up making them public but feel as though I leave parts out due to the fact that I am afraid someone may read something that may upset them. SO, this will be my new place away from myspace to ramble and babble on and on about what ever the fuck I want to and I'm not going to hold back... no holds barred.

On another note, I recently (about 3 months ago) starting vlogging on youtube. This has came as a positive experience for me and I plan to continue on my path of youtube vlogging. I started vlogging as an experiment of sorts to try and get myself out of my shell. I tend to over analyze and over think EVERYTHING and by forcing myself to actually speak instead of only think I thought that it would help me to use that in actual life situations. I dont' know, I think it may be helping but who the fuck knows.

I have become addicted to YouTube, I felt that would be something you need to know. I have just recently moved back into my Mothers. I live with her and my brother. I am going to school (again) to get an associates in Graphic Design. I have a Bachelors of Fine Arts Degree... and I double majored in Photography and Printmaking. I am an artist through and through... and this is just a short description of who I am in case of the viewers from youtube happen to stumble upon my blogs. I associate myself as being Queer.. genderqueer and sometimes a genderfuck. The subject of queer is most likely going to come up frequently in my blogs as I am trying to figure out how to cope with being queer and now living in a VERY small town for the next year... and also my struggle of becoming Vegan. I just made the decision to go Vegan... and I have been Vegetarian for the past 6 months if not longer... It's proving to be difficult for many reasons.

OKay, I do believe my intro blog is long enough for now and I hope to have some viewers to leave me wonderful comments. Until next time, au revoir. <3